This is what I remember of the past year, for better or worse:
- January 2012: Still on maternity leave and loving every minute of being a new mother.
- February 2012: My maternity leave came to an end and I went back to work full-time. I HATED it and have never been so miserable in a job in my life. S and I start making serious plans to allow me to quit.
- March-May 2012: A blur of not sleeping more than 3 hours per night and working full time. I honestly can barely remember this time period.
- June 2012: I resigned from my full-time job. My employer was nice enough to let me resume the part-time position I had left when I accepted the full-time job, and I began working two days per week. Near the end of June, I also signed on to join two friends in starting a new law firm.
- July 2012: Things are crazy busy between working part-time at my old office, trying to get things started at the new law office, and enjoying my new-found time with E. At the same time, things are deteriorating between S and me and we have the worst fight we've ever had. I'm not sure our marriage is going to survive. I am diagnosed with vaginismus and begin treatments.
- August 2012: One of my two friends at our new law firm backs out of our agreement and admits that she had seriously misrepresented some information to the other two of us. I withdraw from the partnership.
- September 2012: I make the decision to start my own law firm. Things still have not improved between me and S. I begin therapy.
- October 2012: S and I are surviving. I continue therapy.
- November 2012: We celebrate E's first birthday! S begins therapy. Things finally begin improving between S and me.
- December 2012: Looking forward to what 2013 will bring! :-)
I really hope you and S improve in the new year! Starting a firm, is so amazing.
ReplyDeletefirst time reading your blog. Sounds like a year of both great things and challenges! Wish you and your family all the best of things to come!
ReplyDeleteThe first year is so rough. I don't think I even thought about what happens "after" the baby is born!! Ha ha. 2013 WILL ROCK my friend :)
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